I've been going out almost every night
I've been drinking everything i can get my hands on
I pretend i have fun
Do you remember the nights i called you up?
I was so ****ed up I forgot we were broken up
I still love you, you stupid b***h
But you don't look at me
You don't talk to me
And i know it's cuz you're weak
Maybe you feel guilty?
It's pathetic, really
And everyone says to me
Missy you're so strong!
But what if i don't wanna be?
And everyone says to me
Missy how do you stand it?
There's so much that you don't see
I was getting swept into emptiness
I was taking time
I was practicing living with regret
Something you're so good at
At the end of the night i am walking home
I pretend that i am wet i am wanting them
But no means please stop, i need to be alone
And everyone says to me
Missy you're so strong!
But what if i don't wanna be?
And everyone says to me
Missy how do you stand it?
There's so much that you don't see
I push you down
I drink you drown
I am alone
I push you down
I drink you drown
I am alone
Everyone gather round, i have the answer now
I have the answer now (REPEAT)
I push you down
I drink you drown
I am all alone