作词 : 乌云压境
作曲 : 乌云压境
slowly fade away
from the right way
into muddy place
slowly get inside
through my own breath
into every part of me
psychologically mad
just because someone called me a psychopath
I wanna prove my innocence
while my madness come out of sickness
try to be like you
be like the guys who don't get my mind
try to be alright
with all my strength struggle to survive
maybe I'm so different
while I head to the crowd
intend to be the same
but something in my vessel is killing my life
killing my mind, killing my faith
I'm like a puppet
lonely and helpless
drown in a tank of gas and waiting for a sparkle
I'm like a puppet
holding my own lines
I try to make it out, but lack of capability
I disturbed the world
to stay alive
to feel myself
you discriminate
my weakness with anger and frustration
you'll never get it
like worms slowly consuming me
I'm a deadwalking soulless body
the only scary one around is me
the wound remaining will never fade
I disturbed the world
to stay alive
to feel myself
I detain my soul
with inside blured
by the poison in my blood
you can't be taught to understand
unless you dwell in the same consequence
you can't be forced to shut up
unless you feel the same pain and desperation
through the whole of your life