作词 : Erika Harlacher
作曲 : Erika Harlacher/Madds Buckley
I've benn staring at the ceiling
It's been 300 days
At least that's what it feels like
Though I really could't say
The sunshine through the blinds
Circles back across the floor
It brushes past my fingers
Though I barely feel its warmth
I smile as a reflex
It's familiar, but it's not
It's expected though, and so
I give it everything I've got
Thank god that more than ever
We're told to keep our masks in place
Cause I'm pretty sure you'd turn
Were you to really see my face
And oh...
It's just a lot
And oh...
I'm okay, but I'm not
There's a message I'm ignoring,
"How you doing?"
"Are you well?"
I reply with pretty nothings
And hope that nobody can tell
"We're all in this together!"
The people on our screen insist
Well how is anyone afloat
If we're all on a sinking ship?
I tell myself it's nothing
I'm dramatic, I'm a liar
Still I wonder who might catch me
If I tumbled off my wire
But I pull myself together
And layer on the paint
If I can cover up the cracks
It means I'm not about to break
And oh...
It's just a lot
And oh...
I'm okay, But I'm
Not about to go offline
So if I guess that means I'm fine
Tell me why I'm still...
Staring at the ceiling
It's been 300 days
Maybe on 301
I'll find the strength to say
Oh...
It's just a lot
And oh...
I'm okay, but I'm not
Okay
And oh... (I've been staring at the ceiling, it's been 300 days)
It's just a lot (Maybe on 301)
(It's a lot, it's a lot, it's a lot)
And oh... (Maybe on 301)
(Maybe on 301)
I'm okay, but I'm not