X & CUD (Explicit)

Lyrics by：John Cunningham/Scott Mescudi/Oladipo Omishore/Jean-Pierre Ponnelle/Jahseh Onfroy/Tobias Jesso

Composed by：John Cunningham/Scott Mescudi/Oladipo Omishore/Jean-Pierre Ponnelle/Jahseh Onfroy/Tobias Jesso

Produced by：Kid Cudi/Dot Da Genius/John Cunningham/Cathedral/Jean Baptiste

The pain in my heart just won't end

The words that I find just don't seem to compare

Awaitin' my death in the end

Alone I must seek out the end to begin

Mind is the maze thinkin' 'bout what I can't change

Devil's on my head and I don't want to worry my friends

They told me "Say somethin'" don't think they'd understand

Momma truly gets when my daddy left the wound it ain't mend

Livin' out a life surrounded by lies I try I know

Sayin' goodbye but you're stuck in my mind the sun done went away oh

Heaven she knows I try burn this blunt of mine oh with teary eyes

Search and you will find you yeah ay-oh

So nobody wants death 'cause nobody wants life to end

I'm the only one stressed and the only one tired of havin' fake friends

Faced my fears can't keep love at all

Will he cower

Never ever Cleveland City

Born a grinder watch him ripping can't stop him

Came in filthy double O'a reppin' for 'em

Keep a flow up bumpin' Camp L'oa Cud Lucini

Boy in the gritty city this nigga had his Wheaties huh

Runnin' my mission love and God had looked out

Them niggas lungin' dawg don't care about y'all

See I'm off and I'm finna soar I'm goin' high up

You can't tell me nothin' you could never

In my varsity sleeves leather know I do it better

And these things it seems pile up on me heavily

So I just need my blunt and my girl to cuddle and love

I'm done with that deal got Nikes back on my heels

Call up my nigga Sil world tourin' pack up we kill

And it's pictures on Reels we gettin' it poppin' no pills

You see they jockin' 'em still nigga I'm doin' it ill