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I turn up my speakers

So I can numb this heart just a little bit quicker

Dancing barefoot in the dead of winter

So I can numb this heart that's full of splinters

They say time heals

These clocks are at a standstill

I'm counting every second that you're not here

But only in my dreams do you appear

Am I allowed to let down my smile

And be bitter just for a while

Don't you're pulling me under

We were meant to stay afloat

I see all the embers they're not yet lost oh they glow

Could you try to take a look into my eyes

And tell me why oh why why why

Why oh why why why

Why oh why

I close all the windows

Draw the curtains up

All I see is you in the day glows

Reminding me that you are just a shadow

When I wake

For a split-second in time my heart does not ache

Am I allowed to let down my smile

And be bitter just for a while

Don't you're pulling me under

We were meant to stay afloat

I see all the embers they're not yet lost oh they glow

Could you try to take a look into my eyes

And tell me why oh why why why

I shoulda know when you were grinding your teeth

That you were hiding your feelings from me

I shoulda known when you were tossing in your sleep

That you were hiding your feelings from me

Don't pulling me under

We were meant to stay afloat

I see the embers they're not yet lost oh they glow

Could you try to take a look into my eyes

And tell me why oh why why why

Don't you're pulling me under

We were meant to stay afloat

I see all the embers they're not yet lost oh they glow

Could you try to take a look into my eyes

And tell me why oh why why why

Why oh why why why

Why oh why why why

Why oh why why why

Why oh why why why