Wanted

It's a dawning of a new era

Tattooed broken tooth in a new era

I ain't where I'm supposed to be It's a true terror

I ain't tripping I ain't crippin' but I'm blue mirror

Mirror mirror on the wall

Do you remember me Was the fairest of them all

Then I dropped the ball now It's old and flat

Sometimes I feel like there's nobody that can hold me back

And sometimes I feel like it's a rap living in a trap

I'm giving all I've got but they ain't giving nothing back

I'm battling depression in my head

I'm trying but I'll probably be aggressive till I'm dead

And everybody knows of my addictive personality

I chase my dream but I'm not living in reality

Cards are stacked against me Too much time lost

God please help me why cause I'm lost

It's pretty crazy when your dreams were so close

You could touch 'em now they seem like old ghosts

And now all my memories are haunted

Hope that they remember me and maybe they still wanted

Look I ain't got a lot of time left

Got a team but they don't seem to take no f**king giant steps

I tried to tell them I could use a little help

That's exactly what they give me gotta do it all myself

Most rap performers are just transformers who

Pretend to be crazy I pretend to be normal

When listening to Mad they get immediately struck

Then immediately after realize he's really f**ked

Look I got no disguise concentrating on my art

Mentally demented I'm a monster in the dark

Little monster drinking monster walking in the park

With my dog talking awkwardly but obviously sharp

They're asking me to make a clubsong on dubstep

That's where the money at but that sh*t make me upset

Maybe I'm focused on my pride a little too tough

Or maybe I just love hip-hop a little too much

It's pretty crazy when your dreams were so close

You could touch 'em but now they seem like old ghosts

And now all my memories are haunted

Hope that they remember me and maybe they still want it

I've got a dark past hope that it will disappear

But with the internet they still see it crystal clear

I need more time walking on the right path

Because I've been fighting with myself it's time to fight back

Damaged to my brain I've done damage to my teeth

All these damage on the surface just imagine underneath

And life can be a beach with a beach-chair

Damaged goods broken down need to be repaired

Hard for me to transcribe the pain inside

Doing *** five years till it drained me dry

And if I knew back then what I know now

I would've saved up cash would've slowed down

Would've spread love would've gave back

Would've helped to show kids that there's a right track

Would've kept writing kept making music

Kept BattleAxe kept executive producing

But now I'm back and I am still alive

So I will give it all I've got till they feel my vibe

I'm hoping and I pray they understand me

Because if they don't it's too late to make a plan B

It's pretty crazy when your dreams were so close

You could touch 'em now they seem like old ghosts

And now all my memories are haunted

Hope that they remember me and maybe they still wanted