Thunder

I thought I was free of you now

Been a year since I last carried doubt

But here comes the thunder fifty weeks after

The lightning that struck our love down

And I know that I am to blame

I've always been somewhat obsessed with the rain

And quick to say to goodbye in search of a new sky

That will still leave me feeling the same

Like no matter what

She will not be enough

So what is it in my soul that runs from the sun back to the cold

What is it in my soul that calls for the rain

And delights in the thunder

I can still hear you singing my name

When I'm falling asleep

Or exploring the plains

No matter the distance

Or my stubborn persistence

I still end up feeling the same

Like no matter what

Time will not be enough

So what is it in my soul that runs from the sun back to the cold

What is it in my soul that calls for the rain

And what is it in my soul that cannot forgive the sin I own

It took me from you in light of the truth

It calls for the rain and delights in the thunder

I know it's what I deserve

To remember the violence I brought to the earth

To suffer in silence without your insistence

That I'm not who I was in those days

Cause no matter what

They lie still in the dust

So what is it in my soul that runs from the sun back to the cold

What is it in my soul that calls for the rain

And what is it in my soul that cannot forgive the sin I own

It took me from you in light of the truth

It calls for the rain and delights in the thunder