This Is My Version (Explicit)

Four in the morning staring at the ceiling

On my own like I was last weekend

You left and I guess you had your reasons

Guess you had your reasons yeah

I said things and I didn't really mean them

Kept going till I saw your heart bleeding

Ruining the only thing I ever believed in

Ever believed in yeah

And even though you're gone

I'm gonna pretend there's nothing wrong

I'm f**king every girl that comes along

Anything is better than to face up to reality

Oh

This is my version of heartbreak

This is how I get over you

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel

This is my version of heartbreak

And it's all I know how to do

I don't wanna feel like this anymore

This is my version of a heartbreak

Clothes on the floor yeah and the beds all mine

And staying out 'till the sun starts rising

Free as a bird but I'm still not flying

God I'm trying yeah

And even though you're gone

I'm telling everyone there's nothing wrong

Until I can believe you're not the one

Anything is better than to face up to reality oh oh

This is my version of heartbreak

This is how I get over you

I don't wanna feel

I don't wanna feel

This is my version of heartbreak

And it's all I know how to do

I don't wanna feel like this anymore

This is my version of a heartbreak

This is my version of a heartbreak

This is my version of a heartbreak