This Endless War

Here I drown as seasons change

Tried to cope with anxiety

I can't see what is slowly killing me

The force of evil penetrates my dreams

Now I turn into insanity

The fire is alive and burns inside of me

Hope dead buried of a life with any sleep

A mind controlled disease will be my legacy

Violent raging raging yours save me from this endless war

Violent misplaced trust stop me from misguided lust

Tear apart rationality

To find key that lifts me off my knees

Consequence that I'm fighting my beliefs

To understand this mind kills stability

I have not seen through this war

I've reached up to the sky but crashed and almost died

The journey's almost over I can see it in my eyes

Ten thousand needles piercing at my skin

Violent raging raging yours save me from this endless war

Violent misplaced trust stop me from misguided lust

This sickness over time has shattered my last fuse

Rage and brutality beckons my next move

Before I am dormant I will take you into my next

World bastard

And sleep will no longer be my downfall anymore

As I watch brain decay

As I run through obscured rain

Into darkness I feel the shame

And it crushes me again

And the reaper has seen my face

Seen it wither and waste away

Time forgotten these endless days

Stay fading mind a cold embrace

Here I drown as seasons change

Tried to cope with anxiety

I can't see what is slowly killing me

The force of evil penetrates my dreams

Now I turn into insanity

The fire is alive burns inside of me

Hope dead and buried of a life with any sleep

A mind controlled disease will be my legacy