This Calling

I secretly crave crave that scent again

Still feel it pressing on me now

Now with the onset my flesh is weakening

I steal my nerves for temptations at hand again

And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling out

No secrets deception for these would tear this down

I'll note the past spare the pain spare the pain)

Words match my deeds with brutal honesty

Never forget these choices were made by me

And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling out

Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me

Though I am fearful I will not prevent this tragedy

My strengths been tested I wear the scars that prove

Still I believe that this calling will see me through

And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all

And I hear this calling out

My strengths been tested I wear the scars that prove

Still I believe that this calling will see me through

Still I believe that this calling will see me through