Thinking Out Loud

I've been losing my mind

I've been living a lie

I've been running away

For so long

I try to put on a face

And cover my heart

But I'm needing it now

So bad

I don't know

How I feel

Maybe I'm mad

Or maybe I'm proud

Can't find the truth

Can't speak my mind

Don't know what Ill say

I'm just thinking out loud

Thinking out loud

No no I cant explain

What's happened to me

I feel like I'm right

And wrong

Inside everything's upside down

Everything's spinning around

And it's freaking me out

I don't know

How I feel

Maybe I'm mad

Or maybe I'm proud

Can't find the truth

Can't speak my mind

Don't know what Ill say

I'm just thinking out loud

If only for a day

I could be free

I bet you'd feel the same

If you were me

I'm gonna spit it out

Just let go

I've been losing my mind

I've been living a lie

I've been running away

For so long

I don't know

How I feel

Maybe I'm mad

Or maybe I'm proud

Can't find the truth

Can't speak my mind

I don't know what Ill say

I'm just thinking out loud

I'm thinking out loud

Thinking out loud

Can't find the truth

Can't speak my mind

I don't know what Ill say

I'm just thinking out loud