Therapy (Explicit)

Composed by：James Bostick

I am on fire

I'm standin' in water with live wire

I shouldn't be alive I wasn't alive prior

My gun had live rounds and hadn't died either

It's on a strict diet that's high in iron and fiber

I'm not love worthy I'm fine in isolation

My murders and crimes are just fines and violations

I like being the brains behind the operation

But I'm bloodthirsty I might die of dehydration

But I don't like charity I'll recoup and recover

I live life vicariously through others

I'm livin' off the blood that I take from our true customers

If someone ain't pullin' their weight the group suffers

My gun's sensitive to the slightest of vibration

I gotta be patient and wait for the right occasion

I need enough strength to control my night cravings

I need a blood bank that can hold my life savings

You have a good soul and I hate giving good people bad news

Oh don't worry about it

As soon as you step outside that door you'll start feeling better

You'll remember you don't believe in any of this fate crap

You're in control of your own life remember?

I lived underneath of hell

I couldn't eat couldn't leave the cell

I couldn't see I learned to read from a Speak and Spell

It was everything I needed I was treated well

Just another day at The Office I was Steve Carell

I couldn't sleep I'd stand the entire task

A would be king the man in the iron mask

I was trapped my capturer had the higher grasp

'Til I snapped the bars and shattered the fiberglass

It was enemy territory foreign sand

It wasn't heaven or hell it was borderland

My birthparents must've had a more important plan

They left me on a porch knocked on the door and ran

In the wrong hands abandoned with calamity

I ain't have a chance or a family

I ain't have a plan B or sanity

I ain't have fantasies in canopies

Life is no guarantees or answer keys