STAGES

And I go through stages of it

Like when I was trying to quit

Smoking after all of those years

I'm falling off the wagon I fear

But that's just the way that I grieve

I skip my meals and my sleep

I tried to erase all I know

Only way that I learned how to cope

But it gets harder these times I'm alone

I miss those nights floating in heaven

Deep in your eyes that's your best weapon

To lay me out on my side

Yeah yeah yeah

Testing your luck that was deceiving

Breaking my trust what can I believe in?

Is it the blind leads the blind?

No cause it's not gonna work no more

And it's not gonna work no more

Now I see the sides of myself

The ones that I hid all too well

The parts that I knew you wouldn't like

Said goodbye and I left them behind

But that's just how it happens

That's just how it goes

We fall in love and then make him our home

Trust in the words that he'll never let go

We lose sight ourselves just to end up alone

And it gets harder cause baby I know

Yeah yeah

Cause I need those nights floating in heaven

Deep in your eyes that's your best weapon

To lay me out on my side

Yeah yeah yeah oh oh

Testing your luck that was deceiving

Breaking my trust what can I believe in?

Is it the blind leads the blind?

Yeah cause it's not gonna work no more

It's not gonna work no more

All of those nights closest to heaven

Different lives different stages

It's all left behind

Cause it's not gonna work no more