Sober

And I don’t know

This could break my heart or save me

Nothing’s real

Until you let go completely

So here I go with all my

thoughts I’ve been saving

So here I go with

all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I’m still sober

Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

But I know it’s never really over

I could crash and burn but maybe

At the end of this road

I might catch a glimpse of me

So I won’t worry about my timing

I want to get it right

No comparing, second guessing

no not this time

Three months and I’m still breathing

Been a long road since those hands

I left my tears in but I know

It’s never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I’m still standing here

Three months and I’m getting better yeah

Three months and I still a

Three months and it’s still harder now

Three months I’ve been

living here without you now

Three months yeah, three months

Three months and I still remember it

Three months and I wake up