SHADY

Lyrics by：Tatiana Manaois

Composed by：Tatiana Manaois

Produced by：Brown Sugar

How you gonna me put in a box tell me fly high

How you gonna say you tell the truth but you a damn lie

How you gonna leave and still believe that you a ride or die

How you gonna trick me out my dreams

Say you want the best for me

How you do that?

Making sure I never grow

Keep me low to the ground just to stroke your ego

That's wild

Whatever happened as a child

I don't think you let it go

But hope you do somehow because I

I'm losing what I had for you

Everything I ever did is only what I had to do

You put me in survival mode

Now I'm learning how to cope

Only tryna deal with everything you throwing on the load

I'm okay to be alone if it means I get to think

Running back the tape to see what I couldn't see

Up close let me just zoom out

It's sad to say it seems the only enemy is you now

I never met somebody so damn shady

But I guess that's how you rock

And you tried your best at driving me so damn crazy

And you don't know when to stop

I can't remember safety I don't recall feeling it

Everybody in and out the house but never filling it

With whatever happy loving homes is supposed to have

So I had to make it on my own

So I go to grab what I think is love

What I think safe is

But really it was lust and control with no patience

I can't erase the past

Or rearrange the pieces

I rearrange the way I see it 'til I see what peace is

So maybe if I'm

Really being honest with myself

It's me who's in the way

And as far as I can tell I been

Dealing with somebody so shady

And I'm the only one that could save me

I never met somebody so damn shady

But I guess that's how you rock

And you tried your best at driving me so damn crazy

And you don't know when to stop

I know that you believe

It ain't you baby it's me

But it ain't 'bout where you been

It's where you are

And right now you're all alone

Don't blame me for what you don't

Wanna see ain't tryna be where you are

And I know that you believe

It ain't you baby it's me

But it ain't 'bout where you been

It's where you are

And right now you're all alone

Don't blame me for what you don't

Wanna see ain't tryna be where you are