Self Help

All I have right now is right here

And right now

I want what I want I always have

When no one cared about me dreams were all I had

But nightmares grow when no one's listening

And idle thoughts will do their thing

I still feel so much pain here from the past

And it cuts like a knife

It feels like a fight to take back your life

Searching for the meaning I'm living in these feelings

I'm ready for a reason to believe

Now I'm working on my insides 'cause outside there's no reasoning

With anyone's here it's never what it seems

All I have right now have right now is right here

I felt too bad about myself

I never thought I was good enough for anybody else

I couldn't look love in the eye I was too broken

To try

Life was a cold song that taught me not to cry

And it cuts like a knife

It feels like a fight to take back your life

To take back your life

Searching for the meaning I'm living in these feelings

I'm ready for a reason to believe

Now I'm working on my insides 'cause outside there's no reasoning

With anyone's here it's never what it seems

How long I waited

Feeling lost frustrated

Locked out and I'm on my own

Cornered and ain't got no place to go

How long should I stay here all alone

Searching for the meaning I'm living in these feelings

I'm ready for a reason to believe

Now I'm working on my insides 'cause outside there's no reasoning

With anyone's here it's never what it seems

All I have right now have right now is right here