Restraining Order

I can't seem to get out of bed in the morning

I can't get away from these thoughts when I'm awake

I can't stem the tide of the clowns up on my hill

I can't take a break from the panic and the blame

Drown me out mute the sound

I don't wanna go home

Cause all these thoughts in my head they won't leave me alone

I try to feel something real but it's always the same

I think I need a restraining order from my brain

This isn't what I thought it'd be like when I'm older

I always had a way of blocking out the noise

It takes a while to understand but then you discover

It doesn't go away and you never had a choice

Drown me out mute the sound

I don't wanna go home

Cause all these thoughts in my head they won't leave me alone

I try to feel something real but it's always the same

I think I need a restraining order from my brain

Order from my brain