Pull, Push, Let Go

Call several times

To show you care but you never come by

If you did you would see

Broken lights but that's how it's gotta be

We tried

Pull push let go

Timing is everything

You said so

How does it taste

Does it burn and crinkle your face

Can you see what I see

Is it clear that we're where we ought to be

We tried

Pull push let go

Timing is everything

You said so

Pushed you away then I tried to pull back with a puppy

And a promise of a cul-de-sac

A picket fence paint it black cause you never came back

And the weather never got better a veteran of misery

Complicated cadence kick around a can inside my head

I never say the words I wanna write

My demeanor cleaner stronger

Better yet to later hate the fader being only on the rocking chair at night

Television gleaming off my bod for is what a sad sight

Had nothing closer to a fight for my life

Double-edged knife slice

Heart slice and my part described in time inside

Screams like a newborn and says I'm a winner

And I made it through the winter

But the sun is getting hotter

Bought a ring and now it's in a pawn shop

I still think about you non-stop

The game now I'm on top

I will not play victim

No longer the sick one with god as my witness

I'm in fitness mode no longer pulling wool over my eyes

I'm an improviser and the sky's core is on the rise

Hypnotizer sympathizer empathizer

Because I give a sh*t my battery is energizer

Analyze a person under pressure

Cause you put me in a place of protection all from affection

Infection is dangerous feel like a stranger in love

All because I pushed you out of my life

But now I let it go hands are calloused and cold

Cold cold cold cold cold care care

To show you care but you never come by

To show you care but you never come by

Care care show you care

Care care care

To show you care but you never come by