Pendulum

I pick up the phone to call

I dial 3 2 3

And quick hang up and stare at the wall

Would he even talk to me

I write down what I wanna say

But then I throw the page away

Part of me saying he's not even worth the pain

Part of me keeps wishing he were in my arms again

There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight

Back and forth keeping score

Should I love him or leave him I can't decide

Tell me which is wrong and which is right

Was it perfect

Is it fading

Is it worth it

Is it breaking

How much longer can I wonder if he's the one

Or if this is done

I can't stop this pendulum yeah

No I can't stop this pendulum

It's so hard to picture him

Holding someone else

But then a voice is whispering

I'm better off by myself

My friends are taking me out tonight

But good I get him off my mind

Part of me knows why we drifted we were both to blame

Part of me can help us hear it when I say his name

There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight

Back and forth keeping score

Should I love him or leave him I can't decide

Tell me which is wrong and which is right

Was it perfect

Is it fading

Is it worth it

Is it breaking

How much longer can I wonder if he's the one

Or if this is done

I can't stop this pendulum

They always say when you know

You know

But I just can't figure this out on my own

Someone please tell me which way to go

Where do I go

'Cause I can't stop this pendulum

Yeah

There's a pendulum swinging in my heart tonight

Back and forth keeping score

Should I love him or leave him I can't decide

Tell me which is wrong and which is right

Was it perfect

Is it fading

Is it worth it

Is it breaking

How much longer can I wonder if he's the one

Or if this is done

I can't stop this pendulum

How much longer can I wonder if he's the one

Or if this is done

I can't stop this pendulum yeah

I can't stop this pendulum yeah

I can't stop this pendulum

No I can't stop this pendulum