paradoxymoron (Explicit)

Composed by：Olivia O'Brien/Day Wave

Produced by：Day Wave

I'm too old to fall in love for the first time

But too young for the last

I'm too weak to keep going and going

But too strong to keep running right back

I'm too smart to make the same mistakes

But too dumb not to try it

I'm too nice to say how I really feel

But I'm too mean for compromising

I'm a walking contradiction

I will always be the same except I'm different now

And it's bittersweet in my comfortable misery

I'm a walking contradiction

I'm a living breathing talking work of fiction oh

A definite maybe deliberate mistake

A wise fool

And I may be wrong but it's true

I'm too ugly to love my reflection

But too pretty to complain

I'm a girl and that's all I'll ever be yeah

But I'm a woman just the same

I'm a walking contradiction

I will always be the same except I'm different now

And it's bittersweet in my comfortable misery

I'm a walking contradiction

I'm a living breathing talking work of fiction oh

A definite maybe deliberate mistake

A wise fool

And I may be wrong but it's true

And I may be high but I'm cool