Numbers

Came at you in silence my back at the wall

"I've seen those nights where you binge and purge"

Those locks on your doors tell me

When you're crouched on all fours

Counting tile losing bile and sleep

"it's just a diet I've kept it quiet

Even if you told all my family and

Friends they would never believe it "

I think you're right I can't believe it too

That it's you but it's you

My problems hide in numbers that

Leave when I gag and heave

I weighed out every option

That scale's not fit for advice

Medical language won't ever help to

Shape this if that mind is just as frail

As it's frame

You know I'd leave it alone

We can beat genetics adopting new

Aesthetics for beautiful bodies figures

Ever so slender

Taking control oh oh what a nice nice thing

Besides my problems hide in numbers

That leave when I gag and heave

And heaving's kind of hard with your

Hands tied round your waist

Point out the obvious tell me how dangerous

Then bundle every fight in an "isn't right"

And leave it alone