Nightmare

All this shining all this flashing

Is way too bright for my eyes

And I'm just trying to have a good time

But there's a demon behind them lights

This is a nightmare This is a nightmare

Cuz once she's gone

Keep thinking about it

And I really can't get her back

But right now I got money in a fat wallet

And a bad b**ch on my lap she don't love me

This is a nightmare this is a nightmare

And I've been at this party too long

I need to go home

I really mean it this is not my scene

I think this drink is too strong

I only drink it cuz the whole team's faded

And I still feel alone

My wifey broke up with me last night

Now I'm glued to my phone

But you don't wanna talk

You don't wanna listen

And it's bad b**ches right beside me

But I feel so distant

And I swear she gotta thick frame

But she call me by my nickname

And I swear her friends are loving it

But they don't know me by my government

This is really what the light done gave me

And I swear the weather's nice it's amazing

But even when the sun outside there's an area that's shady

Meaning everything could look good

Meaning everything could look right

But some things stay cold in the hot weather

And this game gives you pain

And it's not pleasure

Girl you kiss me last week

And it feels like last year

Cuz so many things can happen yeah and switch

I never knew that my dreams would end up like this

All this shining

All this flashing is way too bright for my eyes

And I'm just trying to have a good time

But there's a demon behind them lights

This is a nightmare This is a nightmare

Cuz once she gone

Keep thinking about

And I really can't get her back

But right now I got money in a fat wallet

And a bad b**ch on my lap

She don't love me

This is a nightmare

This is a nightmare

I've been doing way too much expecting

Cuz all that I expected

Disappointed me like right now

Yeah I'm lovin all the cameras

And attention and the lights

But what am I gonna do when the light's out

Everybody wanna work to be the greatest

But they ain't really seeing how the game is

It's one thing to be the best in the game

It's another to maintain it

And I'm afraid of falling off so

I gotta be on my toes and so focused

But it's hard to keep your mind on one thing

When your old life tries to intervene

And they tell you that you really ain't yourself

And it's eating at you

Speeding past you

Can't believe that that's who

You used to be baby

But you grow up so fast

When you chase dreams

It's crazy when you

Come from having nothing

To being able to get it

Yeah everything that you wanted

Materialism ends but memories

Stay remembered

I just need to find myself again

And make everything better

So baby would you answer

I never knew you would leave

Instead of finding what I once was

I should find who I should be

All this shining all this flashing

Is way too bright for my eyes

And I'm just trying to have a good time

But there's a demon behind them lights

This is a nightmare This is a nightmare

Cuz once she gone

Keep thinking about

And I really can't get her back

But right now I got money in a fat wallet

And a bad b**ch on my lap

She don't love me

This is a nightmare this is a nightmare

How you feel about

You wanna talk

Are you mad cuz I'm not who I was

Well let me catch up

Let me catch up