Nightmare

Composed by：Jordon Terrell/Dylan Alvarez/Daniel Murillo

When I close my eyes and I try to sleep

The weight of the world falls down on me

It's all a part of my nightmare part of my nightmare

Part of my nightmare part of my nightmare

Sick inside of bed infected with the feelings

Staring up like my dreams were projected on the ceiling

I can see it I want the money and the fame too

They told me when you get it never let it change you

And finally I've morphed into everything I tried to be

The f**king irony is everybody's got their eye on me

Society quickly became my rivalry

Driving me off the deep end then doubt starts to creep in

Fairweather they're never there do I need friends We eating

But will they stick around when the feast ends

You say you love me when it's glitter and gold

But when it's bitter and cold would you deliver my soul

Oh just cut me out the picture and roll

Love is pain and it's taking

It's toll feel like I've wasted my whole life

Always working searching for some s**t

Trying to live a life that's perfect when perfect don't exist

When I close my eyes and I try to sleep

The weight of the world falls down on me

It's all just a part of my nightmare part of my nightmare

Part of my nightmare part of my nightmare

Spent my whole life chasing after dreams

But every dream turns out to be

Just a part of my nightmare part of my nightmare

Part of my nightmare part of my nightmare

Help me no I can't help myself

Help me to believe that I'm somebody else

Not some f**king addict who can't dream 'cause his habits

Are chopped up on a table

Till he screams let me have it

F**k it what's a life anyway huh

You hear about that kid who died again today huh

I'd pull my f**king guts

Out just to make you understand

That I've become a ghost

I am a ghost I'm not a man

Why can't I f**king say it

They'd say that I'm insane

But in a song they'll play it

'Cause they understand the pain

What the f**k is going on Who am I

Life is just so f**king long I wanna

Forgive me don't forget me believe you can protect me

It's just a song

I'm venting with the verse that's never ending

And I have finally lost the world has finally won

Dear God did you forget your son

When I close my eyes and I try to sleep

The weight of the world falls down on me

It's all a part of my nightmare part of my nightmare

Part of my nightmare part of my nightmare

Spent my whole life chasing after dreams

But every dream turns out to be

Just a part of my nightmare part of my nightmare

Part of my nightmare part of my nightmare

Can't find a reason why don't know why I even try

I pray when I sleep at night

So at least I'll die a decent guy

When I look in the mirror and

Say hi I can't look me in the eye

We're both ashamed of the guy on the other side

Can't find my peace and quiet

Some things are better left in silence

It's me who needs some guidance

Or maybe what I need is violence

When I'm having a meltdown can't ask for help now

Got so much self doubt that

I weird myself out can you help out

So many selfish phobias like self inflicted loneliness

Sometimes I get so low in this empty search for holiness

Can't seem to find a reason

Why I don't know why I even try

These demons they won't let me sleep

At night they're killing my dreams they need me to die

But f**k it I got nothing left to say

We're all gonna die anyway

S**t could happen to me any day

I just spit thirty two and didn't say a d**n thing