Never Seen a Reason (Explicit)

Yo I was gonna write a song but my pen broke

And now I'm crying on my own give a f**k

About my friends though

And now I sit in this lesson

Thinking is this depression

Or is my brain still simply missing a section

I'm distant

We all call to bricks in a wall

Well I'm the drillbit spinning forcing bits to the fall

And I'm still sick print it like I pissed in the pool

In the winter missing and still drippeling bo

I think these days people need to lay of the clichés

Waking each day in the grave for your weeks wage

I play games just to keep sane

And my peeps says peace james

Nah f**k it he's strange

Never gonna behave never gonna be sh*t

Sweet kid level but he's never gonna reach it

Whatever get a clean script

I speak deepness percieve these with genies to freak with

Now I never seen a reason for wishing

And I never seen a need for decision

Have I ever been a creature that creeps in your speaker

I'll never be the creature that didn't

Now I never seen a reason for wishing

And I never seen a need for decision

Have I ever been a creature that creeps in your speaker

I'll never be the creature that didn't

Yo I was gonna read my palm but my eyes burst

As the bright words spiraled my mind but my mind hurts

So now I came to a decision thinking this isn't living

Swimming in the pit I piss and I sh*t in

It's triple wishing that got me face down

In my sketchbook

I hate sound and a frown is my best look

From here on out I'm just opening

Experience floating in decision

While I'm close within the millions

Hoping I can fly away

And find a nicer life I hate to cry so

I just sit tight and bite my lip to hide the pain

Stay in line with the higher pains and

Get discount on every slumps that saves

I can buy a brain

But I'm the kind of guy to try that and try again

Why lay in climax and die that's a crying shame

Lay back and try to die in pain

Instead I leave my mind three times

As mashed and I cry again

Now I never seen a reason for wishing

And I never seen a need for decision

Have I ever been a creature that creeps in your speaker

I'll never be the creature that didn't

Now I never seen a reason for wishing

And I never seen a need for decision

Have I ever been a creature that creeps in your speaker

I'll never be the creature that didn't