Never Ever

A few questions that I need to know

How you could ever hurt me so

I need to know what I've done wrong

And how long it's been going on

Was it that I never paid enough attention

Or did I not give enough affection

Not only will your answers keep me sane

But I'll know never to make the same mistake again

You can tell me to my face or even on the phone

You can write it in a letter either way I have to know

Did I never treat you right

Did I always start the fight

Either way I'm going out of my mind

All the answers to my questions

I have to find

My head's spinning

Boy I'm in a daze

I feel isolated

Don't wanna communicate

I'll take a shower I will scour

I will rub

To find peace of mind

The happy mind I once owned yeah

Vexing vocabulary runs right through me

The alphabet runs right from A to Z

Conversations hesitations in my mind

You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy

I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong no

I'm just waiting

Cause I heard that this feeling

Won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low

When you gonna take me out of this black hole

Never ever have I ever felt so sad

The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find

I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind

I've Never ever had my conscience to fight

The way I'm feeling yeah I just don't feel right

Never ever have I ever felt so low

When you gonna take me out of this black hole

Never ever have I ever felt so sad

The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find

I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind

I've Never ever had my conscience to fight

The way I'm feeling yeah I just don't feel right

I'll keep searching

Deep within my soul

For all the answers

Don't wanna hurt no more

I need peace got to feel at ease

Need to be

Free from pain - going insane

My heart aches yeah

Sometimes vocabulary runs right through my head

The alphabet runs right from A to Z

Conversations hesitations in my mind

You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find

I'm not crazy

I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong

I'm just waiting

'Cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long

Never ever have I ever felt so low

When ya gonna take me out of this black hole

Never ever have I ever felt so sad

The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find

I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind

I've Never ever had my conscience to fight

The way I'm feeling yeah I just don't feel right

Never ever have I ever felt so low

When you gonna take me out of this black hole

Never ever have I ever felt so sad

The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find

I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind

I've Never ever had my conscience to fight

The way I'm feeling yeah I just don't feel right

Never ever have I ever felt so low

When you gonna take me out of this black hole

Never ever have I ever felt so sad

The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad

Never ever have I had to find

I've had to dig away to find my own peace of mind

I've Never ever had my conscience to fight

The way I'm feeling yeah I just don't feel right

You can tell me to my face

You can tell me on the phone

Uh You can write it in a letter babe

'Cause I really need to know

You can tell me to my face

You can tell me on the phone