MSY (Explicit)

Composed by：Aristos Petrou/Scott Arceneaux Jr.

Produced by：Budd Dwyer

SG-Rilla fuck I've been

It's a smash

SG-Rilla fuck I've been

SG-Rilla fuck I've been

SG-Rilla fuck I've been

For eleven years I've been speakin' in metaphors

Tellin' you all how I feel

Climbed up seven tiers and the higher I got

The more I really started to fear

That if I fell off it would be quite the fall

And it's lonely at the top so who the fuck would I call?

Solo dolo no hope no show bolo bolo I feel fine

All this slime keeps weighin' me down

Please don't turn me to a shrine

Taking my time bullheaded and I'm stubborn

Dig my heel into the ground

Aren't you proud yet?

I nearly killed myself tryin' to harness a crowd

Oh how I doubt myself

But I came such a long way from rottin' on the couch

Oh what a drought it's been

Prayin' for hurricane rain

Watch me aim for the clouds

Peel the shroud off my skin

Things are beginnin' to sprout

I'm beginnin' a vow

I'm sinnin' now all the lights dimmin'

I'm spinnin' eternally shit just goes 'round and 'round

Wear depression like a style

Hurts too much to fake a smile

Old trauma but the tears brand new

Ringer stay on family waitin' for the call

They know is gonna be bad news

Sorry I can't stay at least my dad smilin' away

Like damn look at my boy run

How could I let you into a place I never been?

I'm a knot away from comin' undone

I'm so twisted inside

I'm numb but my angels cry

Came up on pain and despair

Let's hope that these tears are prayers

SG-Rilla fuck I've been

SG-Rilla fuck I've been

SG-Rilla fuck I've been

SG-Rilla fuck I've