More Than Useless

I feel like I would like to be somewhere else

Doing something that matters

And I admit here while I sit here

My mind wastes away and my thoughts stick together

Whats the purpose It feels worthless

So unwanted by the loss of my value

I can't find it not in the least bit

And I'm just scared scared that I'll fail you

And sometimes I think that that I'm not any good at all

And sometimes I wonder why why I'm even here at all

But then you assure me I'm a little more than useless

When I think that I can't do this

You promise me that I'll get through this

And do something right do something right for once

So I say if I can do something significant

I'll opt to leave most opportunities wasted

And nothing trivial to let me give you will

Measure up to what might have replaced it

To rate look in my date book

It's packed full of days that were empty and now gone

And not that the regret will prove to get me to improve in the long run

Sometimes I think that I'm not any good at all

Sometimes I wonder why why I'm even here at all

But then you assure me I'm a little more than useless

When I think that I can't do this you promise me that I'll get through this

And do something right do something right for once

I'm a little more than useless and I never knew I knew this

Is gonna the day gonna be the day

That I will do something right do something right for once

I noticed I know this week is the symbol of how I use my time

Resented I spend it convincing myself the world's doing just fine

Without me doing anything with any consequence

Without me showing anytime with ever making sense of my time

It's my life and my right to use it like I should

Like He would for the good of everything that I would ever know

I'm a little more than useless

When I think that I can't do this

You promise me that I'll get through this

And do something right

Do something right for once

I'm a little more than useless

And never knew I knew this

Is gonna the day gonna be the day

That I will do something right

Do something right for once