Monster

Monster Feat. Samuel Harness)

I'm a monster, I still am

I'm a monster, even now

I'm a monster, I still am

I'm a monster, even now

I wait too long to say my name

Someone else fills the space

I learn the art of disappearing

Right in front of everyone

I follow laughs a second late

Just enough to blend in

Every moment I hesitate

Feels like I chose this again

They always walked away from me maybe it was me)

Saying hello comes easy for them

But I couldn't

Do they see me as a monster

They always looked at me strange maybe it was me)

Humming along comes easy for them

But I couldn't

Do they see me as a monster

I'm a monster, I still am

I'm a monster, even now

I'm a monster, I still am

Am I a monster, or turning into one

I remember watching The Little Mermaid

Smiling like it was just a show

She stood there quiet in the sunlight

Still trying not to let it show

Giving something up to stay there

Still pretending she was fine

I didn't know why that scene stayed

Now it feels too close to mine

They always walked away from me maybe it was me)

Saying hello comes easy for them

But I couldn't

Do they see me as a monster

They always looked at me strange maybe it was me)

Humming along comes easy for them

But I couldn't

Do they see me as a monster

I'm a monster, I still am

I'm a monster, even now

I'm a monster, I still am

Am I a monster, or turning into one

I'm a monster, I still am

I'm a monster, even now

I stand right here, I don't move

Waiting for the right moment

If I speak, I might lose it

So I stay like this

I'm a monster, I still am

I'm a monster, even now