Monochromatic (Explicit)

Composed by：Aristos Petrou/Scott Arceneaux Jr.

Produced by：Budd Dwyer

Back up on the road all alone MIA

Every time I blink I'm on a different stage

Every girl I see can't help but to see your face

So I overmedicate hoping that it'll go away

Wondering who you'd **** if I was gone?

Show me it's real baby **** me through the phone

Stacking missed calls in different time zones

Sold out shows but at the end I cry alone

Here but never there

It's slowly breaking me to act like don't care

I'm on in five and I need help to climb the stairs

Stretched thin fueled off pills and some prayers

I think I went so ******* high that I doubt I'll land

Thoughts of leaving it all behind but I doubt I can

Gun to my temple backstage as they scream

Under the lights things ain't ever what they seem

Back up on the road I'm all alone

I untie the rope I stop snorting all that ****

And every time I blink I'm on a different stage

An-and every time I blink I'm all alone

I'm out of hope

Just another oddy trope

I'm familiar with slipping in that downward slope

Untied the rope

I stop snorting all that ******* dope

I gotta go

Tell 'em all I said I'll miss 'em though

I gotta go there's a piece of me back on the road

I left it there just in case I need a backup soul

My graves a hole right now I'll fill one day I don't know

I'll learn to cope and find a way to never self implode

I know how it goes

I didn't mean to grow

It happened all so slow

I'ma struggle till I'm soaked

Blood sweat and tears overflow

Rusted hope can be cleaned and made into gold