Martyr

Martyr

Sh*t sometimes man a ni**a be contemplating

Yo living in f**king hell ni**a die

Walk through the shadow of death

My dick out pissing

Rebel laughing at the devil homicidal threats

Only if he knew I wanna lie a coal

Who the f**k wanna die old

On this miserable earth forever put me in dirt

It's better then living searchin treasure

That only brings atrocity and treachery

Baby mothers stressing me

Ain't no hope left in me

Live everyday like it's my last

Waitin' to meet my niggaz that passed

At last I could meet Christ ask him why the

F**k you died on the cross

Here these stupid motherf**kers they still lost

I'll ask Malcolm see what it was like to fight for civil rights

And nights he thought he would die

What did he do

Did he grab his gun and a bust shot

Get on my knees praise Big and go f**k with Pac

Find out did he really take 5 shots

Ask him who shot ya was it the Feds

Couldn't of been Big Poppa

Brooklyn niggaz ain't braille

Like that ask Martin

Why the f**k you ain't fight back

If you had a choice life or death

What would you choose

If you had a choice life or death

What would you choose

If you had a choice life or death

What would you choose

If you had a choice

Life ain't real its a dream we see tomorrow

Reality sh*t that's pain and sorrow

Reality disaster beat breaks

A little girl up in the projects gettin raped

Reality's a ni**a gettin rock shot 41 times

And you askin why I run from one time

I don't even get justice

Ni**a sometimes no times

Oh I'm bout to lose my mind

Reality's f**ked up like a hard workin mother

Losing her job

The battle of good and evil

Like the devil ain't losing for god

We on lucifer's squad

Not knowing what the f**k it all mean

I can't even get a can of sardines

Niggaz driving bentley's burning money

I'm yearnin money

Taking your sh*t I'm earning money

Yet you call me a thief I call me a broke

Ni**a trying to eat

On this earth suffering why its like that

Guess we the punished blame Adam and Eve

If you had a choice life or death

What would you choose

If you had a choice life or death

What would you choose

If you had a choice life or death

What would you choose

If you had a choice

Hold your latex from nuns I take sex

Play chess with the devil from the sky

Like rain shells drop immune to this cold

World's sorrow

Beyond shell shock can't you tell pop

I need some help ox

See them meadow officers watchin' myself rot

Ice pick and cell blocks

Hope the 12 stop on the highway to hell

Switchin lanes

Niggaz that know what I mean to suffer

And struggle in the gutter

Slice birthday cakes with box cutters

I did not stutter you heard me this is utter

Reality

Observe me on a journey puttin niggaz on

Gurneys till I meet my maker

And I need my ama

F**k Guiliani and Howard Seiffler

If you had a choice life or death

What would you choose

If you had a choice life or death

What would you choose

If you had a choice life or death

What would you choose

If you had a choice

If you had a choice life or death

What would you choose

If you had a choice life or death

What would you choose

If you had a choice life or death

What would you choose

If you had a choice