Low

I thought I was meant for something more than where

I reside

In the space between the cracks along the floor

And I couldn't know what I'd become buried deep inside

In a place that I've never been before

I'm losing whatever made me breathe

Whatever made me feel alive

And I'm losing whatever made me dream

Of anything but fear in my heart

In time losing me

In a hole far too deep to let go

I am growing my last hope

Down so low you can't know what it's like

To not know what you want anymore

I've found a home in rain and loam

An escape from the flowers we've grown on

And I'll explode far before we could know

What it's like to not want anymore

I'm losing whatever made me breathe

Whatever made me feel alive

And I'm losing whatever made me dream

Of anything but fear in my heart

And I'm losing whatever I believed

Would carry me along in the dark

And I'm losing me

Down this low you can't know what it's like

To not know what you want anymore