Life Changes (Album Version|Explicit)

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

Peace to the god pour out a little liquor

'Shame on a nigga' I heard the reaper done came to get ya

So I done copped a fifth of vodka and in your honor

I've grown this fetish for loose ladies and baby mommas

Some say it's bad karma what you do man it come back on ya

Music got us up off them crack corners

Now I'ma swallow this whole bottle for ol' dirty

Damn it's hurts me I hate it when brother's go early

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

Word to my son he gon' remember you rubbing on a statue

In his lab that resemble you and what it meant to wu

Us forming like a family you just blew

You was the chess piece on the board that made us look true

Watching your pen swish you love frying king fish

You the pearl in the ocean I'm up on the land pissed

Now you moving more prestigious me hitting this **

I know it's real guess I slept with the black jesus

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I became weak when I heard that his body expired

It was hard for me to believe my brother retired

Suddenly the clock stopped and the room started spinning

How can he walk off the field during the first inning

I cried like a baby on the way to his place of death

Hate not being there the minutes before he left

Now I'm in the booth ten feet from where he lay dead

I think about him on this song and what he might've said

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

When I first heard the word I needed air to clear my head

I know you didn't say what I thought you said my brother's dead

You crazy another dirty prank to get the family cranked

Y'all niggas shouldn't play like that I know how you feel

Lord but it's real and I still can't believe

And my heart still grieves the loss there's no pretending

Ason unique loved wine and fine women

We singing on tour ooh baby we like it raw

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I popped a bottle on your born day god

Tried hard not to cry I still can't hide the scar

And I still ask why to god analyzing your form

As I stood there beside your mom

And I share the blame 'cuz you was calling for help kid

Should've could've would've had the time I was selfish

I carry on your struggle each day it really hurts me

I really miss you russell hope you forgive me dirty

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

These walls I wanna crash and put my fists through

Shout out to dirty let the whole world miss you

Reach out and kiss you in your coffin my heart races

I dropped tears and watch my nigga fall from greatness

It's all wasted flushed down the drain and

Soon as the news hit me I bust out with pain and

Rivers I cried my brother just died

I'ma see you my nigga on the other side

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

Ah man how do I say goodbye

It's always the good ones that have to die

It's hard to live without you god I shouldn't have doubt you

When you said that the passion of christ was all about you

From the god mobile to linden plaza to brownsville

Florida to ohio to putnam to park hill

You interrupt the grammy's said wu for the kids

Took four or five shots when they rushed in the crib

Trey-five-seven cracked ya ribs cops shot ya whip

You've been chased by the pigs sold the four year bid

Crashed cars still came out without a scar

They tried to keep ya free spirit trapped in a jar

So you'll keep ya mouth shut and not tell the world

Who's who and what's what and probably go nuts

How we treat them h*es how we treat them h*es

Dirt

I've gone through life pretending

That time will change the ending

But those mistakes behind me

Cast shadows to remind me