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Yo misery and pain if I put a bullet in my brain

Will the world remember me the same

Would the game even acknowledg I'm gone

Or will they treat me like some fake friends when dollars is gone

I'm having thoughts of swallowing pills

Perscription bottles is filled laying in the hospital still

Have dreams of standing on the roof ledge and I don't really care

What who said I'm better off dead

Ropes hanging from the ceiling coat hangers so you won't hear me squeeling

I'm just explaining how I'm feeling

Already going to hell for the way that I live

Plus it's a sin for the way that I die

Lord for what I'm bout to do you probably never forgive

But tell the world that I'm saying goodbye

If this the last thing I ever write

I sacrifice my own soul just so my son could live a better life

Even Christ gave his life for you

I'm thinking like this the only thing left right to do

Nobody probably show up to my funeral

Word straight out my aunt's mouth 'you the let the streets ruin you'

I just want the brain and stop

Don't let my child grow up be the same as his pops

I use my last breathe of oxygen just to recite this

Neighborhood gossiping how I sliced my wrist

Son it's too much to bare cuz they ain't really care

When I was there I'll see if they miss me when I ain't here

Too close to the ledge jump jump

Too close to the ledge jump jump

Too close to the ledge jump jump

I'm hollering out 'is this what you want '

I'm like S I C front cover of the CD

I know my brother's above us be happy when they see me

They say I'm going to hell oh well

I've been living in hell since I cracked out the shell

Is this the end something like New Edition

Don't call it suicide this is like a crucifiction