Jordan

Living like animals with no real shame

Like creatures that exist that God didn't create

My body speaks to me and I understand

It makes me say to it your wish is my command like feeling tired

But wanting to stay awake or spending money to cover up a mistake

Like running fast but always taking long breaks

Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake

I want to see the best version of me

The me that I know is not my friend at all

A man can trust himself to spend his life away

Trust himself to drink' till there's a smile on his face

A drink can trust a man to have another sip

A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips

Like reading half and never open it again

Saying I was there when I ain't ever been

How I feel about the way God taunts

The same is the way I give my body what it wants

I want to see the way I want to see

I'm all alone

I'm not my friend at all

I'm dead to me

I'm just a body

Is a man really alive if he can't control his own life