Jaded (Explicit)

These things I say

Come spinning out of my mouth

Like they've lost their way

And there's no doubt about it

You heard me

I shouted

I think you preferred it

That whenever you come clean

I say nothing at all

So what

You left

Before I had a single chance

To second guess

These bittersweet diversions

And late night excursions

Secret perversions

Maybe I'm naive

Because I can't believe this

And now you fill my heart with doubt

You turn me inside out

But I'm not jaded

And still with all this overkill

And bitterness and still

My heart's left unfulfilled

But I'm not jaded

My life complete with minor twists and turns

And just a small defeat

You know you really got me

You burn me

You shock me

You thrill me

You lost me

Well maybe I'm naive but I'm catching on fast

And how could I have been so proud

You turned me inside out

But I'm not jaded

And still with all this overkill

And bitterness and still

My heart's left unfulfilled

But I'm not jaded

You came around

Your hands did all the talking as you sat me down

For a bittersweet reminder

You hurt me

I shouted

I never allow it

Cause maybe I'm naive but I'm not f**king stupid

And still with all this overkill

And bitterness and still

My heart's left unfulfilled

But I'm not jaded

And still with all this overkill

And bitterness and still

My heart's left unfulfilled

But I'm not jaded