If (Explicit)

What the f**k is really going on with me

I'm not a creature in a circus freak show

Really like to be

Don't feel sorry but there's always pity here

Don't feel sorry for you

Not asking myself to do anything anything for me

Going places where I always dream to do

Waste my time with that brighten up

This picture one day

Make me laugh trying something

That has not been done before

Nothing left to do not asking myself to do anything

What if once I started building something up

Just to watch it fall

Pick up again

See the pieces right in front of me

Pick it up again I'm on my way