Idol (Explicit)

I think I'm an angel but I am cursed

Riding so painful ghost whippin the hearse

My secrets are shameful my secrets are faithful

My life is no fable I'm an archangel

Fiends and I'm fillin'

'Em ***** and I'm dealin' 'em pack the **** up

The orders I'm fillin' 'em

Load the clip up 'cause I stay drilling them

What did you say slow down son you killin' 'em

What do you do they look up to you a porcelain doll

And idol a tool you dropped out of school

You're burnin up fuel

An angel of death the face of a ghoul

I ain't you're idol kid

I'm just a gangster

I cannot save you son

I ain't no savior

I ain't you're idol kid

I'm full of hatred

I cannot save you now

I ain't no savior

I ain't you're idol kid

I ain't you're idol kid

Hast dir so oft gewünscht jemand anders zu sein

Viele sterben so jung

Erfolg führt zu Einsamkeit

Nur noch Fassade

Nimmst es in kauf

Kannst keinem vertrauen

Niemand holt dich hier raus

Was siehst du in mir

Verstehst du es nicht

Du Hast scheinbar alles

Doch alles heißt nichts

Wolltest nie fame und auch nie das Geld

Nicht tausende freunde von denen keiner zu dir hält

Willst so viel sagen

Doch niemand hört zu

Musst nur funktionieren

Ihr Segen dein fluch

Hast alles versucht

Es war nie genug

Machst trotzdem weiter

Denn irgendwer muss es tun

Sag wer bist du

Wenn dich jeder vergisst

Schlafwandelst im tagtraum

Nur wach für den Augenblick

Chaos im kopf

Gedanken ertränken

Kein anfang in sicht

Ohne tragisches Ende

I ain't you're idol kid

I'm just a gangster

I cannot save you son

I ain't no savior

I ain't you're idol kid

I'm full of hatred

I cannot save you now

I ain't no savior

I ain't you're idol kid

I ain't you're idol kid

Looking at me well what do you see

The vision of something that you'll never be

The kingdom will come they'll come for the king

What do you want what do you need

I'm an addict with a habit

I'll blow you're ******* head off

God dammit can't stand it

The look on you're face the desperation

I cannot take it I feel it again

The needles are pushing up under my skin

I cannot speak but the voices within

Tell me evil is good and the virtue of sin

Who are you

What do you need

Are you sure you wanna be like me

Well pay up nothing is free

And a deal with the devil is a deal with me

I ain't you're idol kid

I ain't you're idol kid

I ain't you're idol kid

I ain't you're idol kid

I ain't no

I ain't you're idol kid

I ain't no

I ain't you're idol kid

I cannot save you son