I Surrender

Yeah I know, y'know, what a calling is

I mean we all have a calling in our life, I believe

You know I'm from the dirt man

I come up in these streets, went without eatin', you know what I'm sayin'?

Saw my Mom go without eatin'

I got tired of that I had to go out there

In them streets and hustle, you know?

I mean you know what I'm sayin'?

I mean it's easy for y'all to say, y'know

Surrender your life, you know what I'm sayin'?

Give your life to God and all that

Y'know, that's good and I believe in God

But when you got bills at your front door all the time

You know what I'm sayin'?

Kids screamin' "Daddy, Momma, where the food at?"

Man it makes it kinda hard to believe in

Y'know, and have faith in something that you can't see

Even though you wanna believe

Y'all just gonna have to just pray for me

You know what I'm sayin'? 'Cause uh...

Constantly my mind and my heart is racing yeah)

All by myself trying to solve all these problems I'm facing oh yeah)

Looking to man trying to find hope uh-huh)

But man will never know the depth of my struggles oh)

I was depending on myself on myself)

To give myself a hand wow but)

But when depending on myself I...)

Fell time again that's why)

And that's why I'm standing here alone all alone)

With no one else

Lord I realised that I can't fight these battles by myself

I surrender

I surrender oh I)

I surrender to you Lord

I surrender

I surrender oh I)

I surrender to you Lord

I surrender I surrender)

I surrender Lord to you)

I surrender to you Lord

Coming out with both hands up

I surrender uhh)

Listen...

I tried everything I could to make it work mmm-hmm)

But everything I seemed to try just made it worse ohh)

And every road that I'd go down there were no signs signs)

Destination lonely with no peace of mind yeah, ohh)

I was depending on myself on myself)

To give myself a hand but when)

But when depending on myself I would fell time and time again)

that's why)

And that's why I'm standing here alone standing all alone)

With no one else

Lord I realised that I can't fight these battles by myself

I surrender

I surrender

I surrender oh I surrender)

I surrender to you Lord said I surrender)

I surrender ohh I)

I surrender surrender)

I surrender to you Lord I done tried everything and now I)

I surrender surrender yeah)

I surrender to you Lord)

I surrender to you Lord

Coming out with both hands up

I surrender ohh)

Won't you guard the place around it

There's no where for me to go)

Joy I have tried to find whoo)

See I've searched high and I've searched low)

Said you walked throughout the building

So come and rescue me from this hell

'Cause I can't do it by myself I can't do it... by myself)

I surrender hey I surrender)

I surrender ohh) I surrender)

I surrender to you Lord yes I do)

I surrender) I surrender) to you)

I surrender yeah)

'cause I'm sick and tired of going through)

I surrender I need your help) need your help)

to find my may) to find my way)

I'm here and willing)

here and willing) to make a change) make a change, yeah)

I surrender all my darkness) hey)

now you give me your light) yes sir)

I surrender all my wrongs)

yes I do) and Lord you make it right) make it right)

I surrender my situation) I surrender)

and Lord fix it for me)

no more hesitation) here I am on my knees)

I surrender) I surrender) I surrender)

I surrender) I surrender) I surrender)

I surrender my self, my house, my kids, my wife)

my dog, my car, my love, my life)

Lord I surrender my soul)

you have got complete control)

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