I Hate Myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

For being jealous

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

For thing that you can't see

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

For using other fellows

To blindside you to get inside

Of me

Believe me

I'm not saying that

I'm proud

To undermine and sabotage your scene

I wouldn't want to say some things out loud

But everybody does it and you know what

I mean

I hate myself

I hate myself I hate myself

For backing the wrong horse

I hate myself I hate myself

I hate my masquerade of black and blue

I hate myself I hate my reckless

And for me self destruction course

And coming last conceding

Second best to would you

And if on judgement day

I'm told to make my way

To take a blasting residence downstairs

I look to see your fathers

Who back stab their own brothers

Got a lighter sentence showing

Mercy and repentance

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I guess I'm just too smart

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

In body and in mind

I hate myself I hate myself

I hate these perversions of the heart

I hate myself up front

I hate myself from behind

So take my hand

To the witness stand

I deserve the worst

My heart is gonna burst

So validate me hate me where it hurts

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hope that you do too

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

I hate myself

But most of all I hate myself

Hating you