How Do We Know (Explicit)

You are the loneliest light

Peering too bright through the blinds of

My life is sights that we've seen

Blown out our pipe dreams in

Your eyes we're so distracted now

Darling how do we know

When the life leaves

The love that we've grown

Well I'm done getting f**ked

And I'm done f**king up

But is this all mirrors and smoke

How do we know

Embers lit cigarettes

Smoke every menthol till you

Forget that nothing is black

Or suddenly white

Though it seems trite

I scaled the walls like a

Soldier

Bearing your bricks

On my shoulders

How do you know

Well I'm done getting f**ked

And I'm done f**king up

Slowing down out of control

How do you know

Our roots feel so impacted

And keep us up in the night

Like a demon we're failing to fight

Well I'm done getting f**ked

And I'm done f**king up

So is this a house or a home

I think I know