Home

I miss the leaves from trees

I haven't seen in fifteen years

Marry themselves to that

September scent

I used to know so well

I run a thumb against the grain my left cheek

I haven't shaved in three or four days at this point

Massachusetts feels so strange right now

And I stand recalling when the carnival brought mystery and flames

To all three stoplights wide eyed children hold tight some others hands

And now as darkness ends

I wish that

I'd dress warmer but

I guess there's just some lessons

I can't learn

So now I'm cold again alright

Close my eyes and watch the colors change

And It's not that

I don't want to wait it's just that

I can't bear to change

Where ever

I go I'm wandering lost

Simple truths and circumstance things that aren't about romance

Where ever

I go this still feels like home to me now

Then summer came and went we all were battered by the sense that we could not keep holding on

I woke up and it was fall and

I had traveled to the ocean

I'd been baptized by the fire that kept on been burning in

New England

And would never let me sleep at night

Close my eyes and watch the colors change

And it's not that

I don't want to wait it's just that

I can't bear to change

Wherever I go

I'm wandering lost

Simple truths and circumstance things that aren't about romance

Where ever

I go this still feels like home to me now

And I said

I'd run 'til

I'm standing in a cold driving rain

That don't need no one else 'cause

I can hurt myself

I'm waiting on salvation that

I haven't earned

I am fine

I am fine this could be so much worse

And it's not that

I don't want to wait it's just that

I can't bear to change

Where ever

I go I'm wandering lost

Simple truths and circumstance things that aren't about romance

Where ever

I go this still feels like home to me now