here, alone, again (Explicit)

Composed by：Day Wave/Olivia O'Brien

Produced by：Day Wave

You said that I was just a lesson that you had to learn

Not to get involved when you're not over her

That's something that you probably should've told me first

'Cause I am not your teacher this is not a learning curve

I showed you everything I really let you in

Took you to all the places that no one's ever been

Now it's back to square one done before we've begun

Now I feel ******* stupid 'cause I don't like anyone

So why'd you **** me like you love me while you looked me in the eyes

If you knew that I was nothing but a way to pass the time

Why'd we make plans for the future staying up 'til morning light

Why'd you fill me with your sickness and then leave me there to die

I was only there to keep you warm on all your lonely lights

And of course I'm disappointed but I'm not ******* surprised

It's just something that I'm used to now but I'm still gonna cry

I was waiting at the checkout you just tried me on for size

I guess I didn't fit right

So I'm here alone again

You said that timing is a ***** I have to disagree

'Cause you'd throw caution to the wind if you really liked me

We can't be something right now but one day we can see

Right person wrong time is just a lie to set you free

I showed you everything I really let you in

Took you to all the places that no one's ever been

Now it's back to square one done before we've begun

Now I feel ******* stupid 'cause I don't like anyone

So why'd you **** me like you love me while you looked me in the eyes

If you knew that I was nothing but a way to pass the time

Why'd we make plans for the future staying up 'til morning light

Why'd you fill me with your sickness and then leave me there to die

I was only there to keep you warm on all your lonely lights

And of course I'm disappointed but I'm not ******* surprised

It's just something that I'm used to now but I'm still gonna cry

I was waiting at the checkout you just tried me on for size

I guess I didn't fit right

So I'm here alone again

But don't let these words inflate your ego

'Cause I think you're a ******* weirdo

I don't like you I was bored

'Cause I've done this **** so many times before

Yeah I'm just mad at the fantasies

And the fact I let myself believe

In something that just wasn't real

Yeah I just liked how you made me feel

I just liked how you made me feel yeah yeah

So why'd you **** me like you love me while you looked me in the eyes

If you knew that I was nothing but a way to pass the time

Why'd we make plans for the future staying up 'til morning light

Why'd you fill me with your sickness and then leave me there to die

I was only there to keep you warm on all your lonely lights

And of course I'm disappointed but I'm not ******* surprised

It's just something that I'm used to now but I'm still gonna cry

I was waiting at the checkout you just tried me on for size

I guess I didn't fit right oh

So I'm here alone again