HELL (Explicit)

Lyrics by：Jake Jepson/Russell Vitale/Kiran Gerbi

Composed by：Jake Jepson/Russell Vitale/Kiran Gerbi

Produced by：Russ/Jake Jepson/Kiri Gerbs

Come on just call this is hell

I know I know

It's my fault but I need you

Counting the hours 'til I get off this plane

Don't know what I'm going to do

Yeah

The whole world's fighting I don't wanna fight with you

Love you to death girl I see a life with you

Getting older makes it obvious what I want

Daddy issues hit hard wait 'til father time hits you

I'm anxious can't fake this

I was never good at patience

This space is so invasive

Everyday shit is difficult I'm distracted

I got a movie coming out but I don't feel like acting

Like everything's okay 'cause it's not

Pain from the shame makes my insides rot

Drop 20K at Chanel is the least I could do

I be talking to myself when I'm not speaking to you

I'm tired of being me and fucking up

I'm wired need to sleep I'm fucking up

Replaying re-shaming

Check my phone I keep waiting

Come on just call this is hell

I know I know

It's my fault but I need you

Counting the hours 'til I'm gettin off of this plane

Don't know what I'm gonna do

Come on just call this is hell

I know I know

It's my fault but I need you

Counting the hours 'til I'm gettin off of this plane

Don't know what I'm gonna do

Oh there's nothing I can do

Oh I don't get to just control

It's not about me I know

Gotta wait 'til I get home

Do do whatever you need I'll do

Sitting with the person I'm running from now

'Cause I'm too tired to run

Yeah the hardest thing to do is do nothing

But when you have some space

Doing nothing means something

I'm stuck in the feeling of uncertainty

Living my raps girl I'm working on me

See that I can't do the same old nonsense

Blowing up your phone hijacking your process

Sit with it that's real

Got a tendency to fix shit and not feel

Fuck

Come on just call this is hell

I know I know

It's my fault but I need you

Counting the hours 'til I'm gettin off of this plane

Don't know what I'm gonna do

Come on just call this is hell

I know I know

It's my fault but I need you

Counting the hours 'til I'm gettin off of this plane

Don't know what I'm gonna do

I'm feeling safe so now it's time to sabotage

It gets so serious I'm bound to laugh it off

I know right where you are

If you could wait there baby

Could you just stay there baby?

I know it ain't fair baby but I'm crazy 'bout you oh

Come on just call this is hell

I know I know

It's my fault but I need you

Counting the hours 'til I'm steppin' off of this plane

Don't know what I'm gonna do yeah