Heavy (Explicit)

Deformity a botteley mouth of notion check

Distortion or disfigurement check

A Deform person or thing check

Gross ugliness check

I don't wanna take this I don't wanna carry this I don't wanna lift this

Everyday when I wake wish there was I way that I can rip this

Off of my shoulder off of my back like a big boulder got me off track

I don't wanna be seen lookin like that

I'm looking at it it's mean lookin right back

Ugly bloody pussin heavy

Way more sinister than the face of Jason or f**king Freddy

And that s**t ways me down got me going crazy now

Lazy round me place cause I got s**t right side of my face

How did I get it how did I grow it how do I cock back and just blow it

Off Surgery yes you know it cost and I ain't goin out to show it off

I'm just stuck in here with this f**kin weird stuff in near

Crushin pussin bustin till it up and clears

I'm ready it's wicked it's gotta be deadly

It's everything you could imagine bad twisted evil and medly

Down into eternal fire this is where it lead me

Can hardly hold it up because this thing is so f**king heavy

The f**k

It's not a tumor f**k the rumor I need more to go stop Staring at this

Muthaf**king side show

HEAVY

Everyone you love got needs

HEAVY

I'll shove start to buckle at the kness

HEAVY

My lord said this slow heal carry and if it don't then it might get scary

HEAVY

Cha

Gotta cover it up gotta go outside to get food

How when the smell is like s**t stew

The way people are staring and lookin it gets cruel

Bad when I'm shoppin at the walmart

They be laughin then a brawl starts

Cause they wanna pick on a muthaf**ker with deformities bless yall heart

I'm sick of it when it's on my back I can't even get a women to kiss on this

Face

I don't even want to live on this place

Because all people givin is hate

And your really gonna get it bad if your disfigured

The more these sick gigglers pointed my heavy load it gets bigger

They call me hunchback and I wish they wouldn't taunt that

They be lookin at a n***a like I woke up and showin up straight ins**ttin

They lunch sack

Kids grown ups dogs cats

All be lookin and pointing at this deformity on my back

Taking over me I'm slowly turning into it

This repulsive nasty heavy sick humongous pile of s**t

Under my skin infecting my blood like I have some kind of disease it's

Big and bulgin out of my jacket and everybody sees it

The f**k

It's not a tumor f**k the rumor I need more to go stop Staring at this

Muthaf**king side show

HEAVY

Everyone you love got needs

HEAVY

I'll shove start to buckle at the kness

HEAVY

My lord said this slow heal carry and if it don't then it might get scary

HEAVY

What is it with this load I carry there's problems in my life

Got big problems with the IRS and problems with my wife

Got a lot of problems with this music career problems with my mom

And I gotta solve em quick they fallen on me

It's a problem with this s**t on and it's heavy

When everybody depends on you to be the shot caller

And you pushin tryin to get all of your people over the wall but the s**t

Got taller

But you tough and determined you rough and you learnin you cannot do if

You not baller

So you get it and hit it one after another and look the lump got smaller