healing

Composed by：gnash/Jacqueline Hynes

Produced by：Keith Varon/gnash/Jacqueline Hynes

I'm overdone and under pressure

Am I ever getting better

And I'm sorry if I let you down

God I wish that I was younger

Jealous of my little brother

Wish I knew then what I don't know now

The second that I open up I close

The door into my room and let it go

If it's only me and the me in the mirror

Do I hug do I love do I fear her

Am I enough

I don't know

I'm healing

And I'm doing my best am I good at

All the things that I say that I should have

Let me guess

I don't know

I'm healing

When the fire burns the feelings I don't show

The only thing that's left to lose is hope

I'm healing

I'm healing

I thought I left all this hurt and pain in the past

I try my best but I'm walking on broken glass

And I'm sorry if I let you down

But you know I didn't mean to

I knew this movie was coming I've seen the previews

I mix the sugar and medicine on my teaspoon

Emotional rollercoaster

Jump up and down in my bed

Regretting every breath every word that I ever said

The second that I open up I close

The door into my room and let it go

If it's only me and the me in the mirror

Do I hug do I love do I fear her

Am I enough

I don't know

I'm healing

And I'm doing my best am I good at

All the things that I say that I should have

Let me guess I don't know

I'm healing

When the fire burns the feelings I don't show

The only thing that's left to lose is hope

I'm healing

I'm healing

I'm healing

I'm healing