hatemyself

词Lyrics by：刘逸云 Amber Liu

曲Composition by：刘逸云 Amber Liu/Big Banana/Jaron Lum

编曲Arrangement：Big Banana

制作人Produced by：Big Banana

配唱制作人Vocal Production by：Big Banana

吉他Guitar：雷十一

钢琴Piano：Jaron Lum

人声编辑Vocal Editor：Big Banana

录音Recorded by：Big Banana

录音室Recorded at：Break Bread Studio

混音Mixd by：Big Banana

混音室Mixed at：Break Bread Studio

母带Mastered by：Howie Weinberg

母带室Mastered at：Howie Weinberg Mastering

发行Distributed by：RYCE MUSIC GROUP 白米范（北京）文化传播有限公司

Don't wanna hate myself

But I really do right now

And I know it's not good for me

What's the point in trying to fight it

But the push the pull

Is stretching me so thin

When all I do is try to make me whole again

And I can't hear a thing when I'm listening

What's my heart trying to say

But I'll hold on hold on to every piece of me

So let me hold on hold on so I can learn to love me

Someday I'll learn to love me

Don't wanna hate myself

But I really do right now

So trapped in this misery

So what's the point in trying to fight it

Emotions push they pull

So where do I begin

So lost in my thoughts as I drown within

I can't hear a thing when I'm listening

What's my heart trying to say

But I'll hold on hold on to every piece of me

To every piece of me

So let me hold on hold on so I can learn to love me

So I can learn to love me

And I hate to say this but I just hate this

Is this all I can be

But I'll try with patience

Though it seems useless

Can I save me somehow

Can I save me from myself