Hate My Guts (Explicit)

Caught up with time

There's no sweet escape

Guess you were right

Couldn't help running again, I

Place hopes on beginnings

Then choke on bad endings

No need to get your reasons why

There's only so much one heart can bear

I'm feeling it now that you're not there

I know it too well that I should just forgive myself

For f cking this up

But I still hate my guts

You tried all the keys

I kept changing locks

I wanna be free, throw myself out

But I'd rather not

Place hopes on beginnings

Then choke on bad endings

Just like the reasons I forgot

There's only so much one heart can bear

I'm feeling it now that you're not there

I know it too well that I should just forgive myself

For f cking this up

But I still hate my guts

I get that you wanted to stay away

And I'm sorry for losing you

Yeah I never meant for your heart to break

It took one when it's usually two

Oooh

It took one when it's usually two

Oooh

There's only so much one heart can bear

I'm feeling it now that you're not there

I know it too well that I should just forgive myself

For f cking this up

But I still hate my guts

But I still hate my guts