Hard

Why do I promise I'll never turn back

When one step ahead steps right into the past

And I'm back to the start

Where my head's taking over my heart again

Twisting and turning I'm tangled and torn

Too broke and too bent to be fixed anymore

Half crazy for home like a castaway prisoner of war

It's hard to believe

That you could love the hardest parts of me

And it's hard to conceive

The way your love unravels me

It's not that I don't want to give you my heart

It's just hard

Some mornings it hurts just to climb out of bed

When the ones that I love are there shaking their heads

And like a fly on a screen

I'm just buzzing between

My life and my dreams

It's just hard to believe

That you could love the hardest parts of me

And it's hard to conceive

The way your love unravels me

It's not that I don't want to give you my heart

It's just hard

So bring on the fire

That feeds this desire to feel unbreakable

'Cause it's make me or break me

So please make me wake up to something more

'Cause it's hard to believe

That you could live the hardest parts of me

And it's hard to conceive

The way the way your love unravels me

Oh it's not that I don't want to give you my heart

It's just hard

Oh it's not that I don't want to give you my heart

It's just hard