Hallucination

Uh Feeling like I been crucified

Haven't been the same since my daughter died

Paranormal flourished than my state of mind

Kinda hard for me to orchestrate a f**king rhyme

Last night I took some pain killers

And I became friends with a death dealer

Couple minutes later I was stupid numb

Slowly blinking thinking where I got this pistol from

Damn I was f**ked up

Still wonder why my daddy had abandoned us

Lost my dog when he decided to put them hammers up

Left the d**e game so crackers couldn't jam him up

Heatin' pain off in my cold heart

These niggas playing foul like a false start

How my youngest pull your card like it's Hallmark

Choppa stop a ni**a like a cross guard

Oh Lord I'm a mad man

Screaming starvation to the motherland

Never money over brothers man

I don't think they understand

Hear the pain that I'm so poor

It's like the lions when the pack roar

Come meet the last of a dying breed

Guaranteed that this some sh*t you've never seen

Black man no college degree

Still a made a way for my mama to eat

Million dollars made and I did it in peace

But still I am a flirt to the f**king police

I forever be a field ni**a

As long God with me I'm a deal with em

Paranoid only Lord knows

Thinking I'm seeing people and the phantom ghosts