Half Alive

When you build and remake me

Could you bend but not break me

Just enough so I come back for more

Control and curate

Won't you dominate me

Can't help but feel I've been here before

I need you I need you

To feel even half alive

I need you to sleep at night

I need you to fill my time

I'm wasted

Sedated

A trigger to not feel numb

Persuade me there's nothing wrong

Convince me to carry on

In stasis sedated

And half alive

So when you build and remake

Please don't bend please don't break me

Cus you know that I'll just come back for more

I'm Not sure that you can help

It's not the worst that I have felt

It feels like I'm falling

Our dance turns to crawling

A routine that I can't miss

Pulling me from the darkness

You tell me I want this

But I know I need this